First blog: My path to " Bisexual".

Before i begin let me first introduce to you myself... My name is Rico ... I mean SAM .. Alright sometimes Gabby .. and even Joan (haha) whatever you wanna call me.. I am at my wit’s end. . and yes i am a Human being, an filipino a doubtful Christian, a democrat, a cynic, a romantic, a son and brother and friend, a natural born singer (haha) and an ex drug user and a nicotine addict.

I am myself; Solitary. i long for the touch of love-but, please, no strings attached. relationship only confuse things. Communication is too difficult. Let me worship your body. You can use my body, as you like-as we together may intuit or decide that we both like for the moment. But aside from that, Let's not touch.

An autobiography is an ego trip; to pretend otherwise would be foolish. But it can be other things as well. Mine began as a form of self-imposed therapy. I have been through several months of emotional crisis, culminating in a series of circumstances which convinced me to try and make a fundamental change in my lifestyle. For years i had been exclusely homosexual. Now i was determined to make a serious attempt to live as a bisexual.While the events of those harrowing months were fresh in my mind, I wrote an account of them including as many details as i could remember, especially regarding my frame of mind. While preparing this account, I was not certain i would ever make it as "Bisexual" but i wanted to be able to refresh my memory as to the circumstances surrounding my decision, Should I be tempted to give up and retreat to the gay world. I dont know!! The only thing that im holding now is the belief that " Once a homosexual, always a homosexual" is a lie. A damned , double-damned, triple-plated lie.Period.

This, However, has nothing to do with my theory that people are most happy and productive when they are living within a moral and esthetic system which is satisfactory to them. To persuade someone that he will make a workable adjustment to society and himself by lowering his sights and settling for something he inwardly despises is not the answer. It makes a lot more sense to say that you can act your way into a new way of feeling more easily than you can feel your way into a new way of acting.

Jeffrey Zheng 2007 manhunt winner from China

Born in Dalian, Liaoning Province and went to study computer engineering at Queen's University in Kingston, Ontario, Canada for 3 years. A computer engineer, who got bored of the routine 9 to 5 office work, tried his hand in modeling and entered the Manhunt East China preliminary contest in Nanjing City which he won there. That gave him the ticket to the Manhunt China national finals in Beijing last year. There he competed against 54 models from all over China and he won there. And off he went to Kwangwon, Korea in February 2007 to the World Finals of Manhunt International 2007 where he competed with 47 countries and won. It was a long road to the world final for him. He is 26 years old and stands at 1.88m. A Sagittarius is an only son of a Stock broker father and an English translator mother. He likes basket ball and is a big fan of Michael Jordan. He loves seafood and Chinese food and enjoying chatting on the internet when he has the time. He speaks fluent English and Chinese. Prior to Manhunt International 2007, Jeffrey has modeled for Nike, Adidas, Pierre Cardin, Zenith Timepieces, Zara, Dunhill and many other local and international brand names. Jeffery has also been offered acting roles for movies in China and Hong Kong. He is the first Manhunt International winner from the Far East and will be the next Big Thing from China. He is single and hopes to be a Super Male Model. With his sheer determination, we have no doubt that he will achieve his goals.