ALAN was the first guy i met with whom i discussed the subject of bisexuality and sexuality, and in that encounter I was extremely fortunate. Meet Alan, works at Bank in his mid 30's, He stands 5'7, Gym-fit and extremely attractive. He looks like the late actor Rico Yan, a boy-next-door type of guy, my kind of guy.
I asked him if there was any one individual with whom he had a special relationship and he promptly said, "Yes". There was a young man back in Laguna he loved very much. He was a homosexual, but loved him as well. Their relationship was not physical, and though it bothered him, it didnt seems to concern him at all. I was interested to observe that he has a number of male homosexual friends who regards him as gay, as well as occassional heterosexual lovers who do not. he said "Gay is a state of mind" it isnt necessarily pure homosexuality. He elaborated by telling me about his roommate, "Richard"- "I really love him!"-but we dont sleep together in the same bed or anything like that. They made it together once , then they decided not to do it anymore because it could make things complicated.(This was intriguing) so i asked him to go into more details. As it turned out they both cared for each other very much, both physically and emotionally." I just love his body" That prompted me a question if thats the case how come they never continue their physical relationship? What are the complication?. He explained that they had difficulty talking about it. He would be willing to give it a try, although he recognized the possibility of conflict, jealousies, and dependencies and could arise and create an untenable situation. He felt that the reason Richard couldnt hadle it was that he had a very unhappy childhood and" an uptight religious upbringing".
But alan revealed that he still make it with other men as well as with gays. With gays ( paminta and screaming fag) it's free, it's easy, .. Totally different than with heterosexual guy. But its great both ways.. But he admits that when he's with a guy that turns him on he felt so fantastic.
I asked him if there was any one individual with whom he had a special relationship and he promptly said, "Yes". There was a young man back in Laguna he loved very much. He was a homosexual, but loved him as well. Their relationship was not physical, and though it bothered him, it didnt seems to concern him at all. I was interested to observe that he has a number of male homosexual friends who regards him as gay, as well as occassional heterosexual lovers who do not. he said "Gay is a state of mind" it isnt necessarily pure homosexuality. He elaborated by telling me about his roommate, "Richard"- "I really love him!"-but we dont sleep together in the same bed or anything like that. They made it together once , then they decided not to do it anymore because it could make things complicated.(This was intriguing) so i asked him to go into more details. As it turned out they both cared for each other very much, both physically and emotionally." I just love his body" That prompted me a question if thats the case how come they never continue their physical relationship? What are the complication?. He explained that they had difficulty talking about it. He would be willing to give it a try, although he recognized the possibility of conflict, jealousies, and dependencies and could arise and create an untenable situation. He felt that the reason Richard couldnt hadle it was that he had a very unhappy childhood and" an uptight religious upbringing".
But alan revealed that he still make it with other men as well as with gays. With gays ( paminta and screaming fag) it's free, it's easy, .. Totally different than with heterosexual guy. But its great both ways.. But he admits that when he's with a guy that turns him on he felt so fantastic.
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